I have a list of ten songs that I currently listen to alot. I play these songs on loop while I work or am detoxing form powerful emotions. These songs have no current order of importance, as I am tired and judging that way would be hard (I have a hard time picking favorites). So I am going to list number nine and eight.
-#9 NBA 2K11 Soundtrack – Symphonies [REMIX] (Dan Black feat. Kid CuDi) –
This song is like one of my main theme songs. It really helps me alot. I really like the lyrics alot, it really connects on a personal level(every facet of this). I am really trying to get more than the life I’ve seen. I really do love my symphonies and melodies, and I would Black Dynamite someone(which I have to deal with a similar scheme of negativity that is curbed by that potential outcome). I honestly have literally looped and listened to this song for just 24 hrs + straight. It also orients me to a positive place ultimately which is good, this song is a true classic for me.
– #8 The Fray: Heartless –
My number eight song but that doesn’t mean its value is truly 8 because I love this song.
I like this version better, it actually helps when you can naturally sing. I would like to hear more Hip Hop and or R&B songs get revisited by other musicians. There spin on it is interesting and I would love to see that expressed. This song I have also literally left on loop for 24+ hours straight.
I have never had the personal problem with a women like the character in this song has. However I have seen this alot and I can empathize with men that have gone through this. I have had women try to do this also but I don’t like games so I don’t play them. I can emotionally switch off so this has not worked very well for women who try this with me.
I do however connect with this song more in the tone and energy orientation (plus the hook) from a family level (mainly).
In some weird ways now I also connect with the song on a romantic inverse level. Where I look at myself more as the heartless one for not pursuing good women that have tried to have relations with me because one I am trying to fix problems that need to be fixed inter/intra-personally. Sadly many of them did not understand I thought I was an asshole for not wanting to be in a relationship at the moment.
– #10 The Chicharones-“Breaking Point“-
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